Name: What a Big Deal
Duration: P00H04M59S
Description: This song is about over-thinking everything. I'm in my mid 20s and find myself constantly questioning my place in the world, my future, my past and everything in between. I think being a woman in your 20s and seeing the constant negative comments about women's bodies and beauty and ageing makes it terrifying to feel like you're getting older.

What a Big Deal

by LUKA

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This song is about over-thinking everything. I'm in my mid 20s and find myself constantly questioning my place in the world, my future, my past and everything in between. I think being a woman in your 20s and seeing the constant negative comments about women's bodies and beauty and ageing makes it terrifying to feel like you're getting older.

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So now that I’m here i can still feel it
And oh what a big deal, they don’t believe it

Let’s just play pretend, I’ll be the victim
Oh there she goes again, that’s what they’re thinking

How am I supposed to know
I don’t have a clue what I’m doing here
What am I supposed to know
I don’t have a clue, maybe I never will

I carry them here, stuck in my dreaming
Do they think of my name, now without meaning

How am I supposed to know
I don’t have a clue what I’m doing here
What am I supposed to know
I don’t have a clue, maybe I never will

I’m 25, feeling too old (im tired, I’m supposed to know)
I’m doing fine, that’s what I show ( but I’m tired I’m supposed to know)
I’m 25, losing all hope (I’m tired I’m supposed to know)
I’m doing fine, god I’m alone (I’m tired I’m supposed to know)

I’m scared of the end, never existing
But what fun you can have when nobodies listening

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released February 16, 2024
Written and Co Produced - Luka Huidobro-Howe
Co Produced/Recorded/Mixed/Mastered/E Guitar/Bass/Keys - Matthew Manifould
Drums - Julian Psihogios

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LUKA London, UK

I write sad songs

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